i'm finally getting round to reading Lord of the Rings again -- i never finished, the first time round, because it was just too dense for my adolescent and incredibly screwed up head. and i found this:
All the "great secrets" under the mountains had turned out to be just empty night: there was nothing more to find out, nothing worth doing, only nasty furtive eating and resentful remembering. He was altogether wretched. He hated the dark, and he hated light more: he hated everything, and the Ring most of all.
i empathize with Gollum more, perhaps, than is entirely healthy.