sigh.

and so my client hasn't approved an invoice from three weeks ago yet, and i can't get paid in time to pay my rent, so i'm having to borrow money. again. only for a week or two, but god, i wanted to avoid this.

anyway, everyone tell madbodger he totally rocks. this is not the first time he's bailed my sorry ass out.

but man, this makes me feel like crap.

you know, a few years ago, i bought a goddesshood from the ULC. i'm thinking it's getting about time for me to start smiting infidels, if my life doesn't improve rapidly.

so tired. can't handle this. etc.

my life sucks. i haven't forgotten that i have great friends who are really saving my life -- thanks, abraxas13, for sending me $30 for a dinner at Chevy's via PayPal. that was incredibly sweet. thanks, naomi_traveller for listening to me rant. thanks jenine for listening to me rant more.

but my life sucks. it really, really sucks.

i am failing.