sigh.

got a call back from the doctor, who chided me for not having called her emergency number, couldn't fit me in today, and asked me to come in first thing tomorrow morning. she made me promise to call if things get any worse between now and then.

i guess i must be pretty depressed.

cold morning in pacifica. i wish i had some decaf; it would feel good to nurse a cup of something hot. i wonder if i have any herbal tea left.

i keep thinking i'd feel better if i understood why people do the things they do. i wonder if i really would, though. maybe ignorance really is bliss.