After just coming out of a horrid depressed phase, I will remind that this is cyclical and everything will come around again. I got my summary from the Social Service and it shows the amounts of money I made every year since I was making money every year.
It's amazing the see such clear and present evidence that I am totally fucked up. What I mean by that is there are literally years where I made $0 and years I made $50K, with only a year gap between. This year I made the most money ever (Thanks Drugs!!) and the stress has pushed me to my limits. But the ideations are mostly gone. Mostly.
So keep up the good work of just surviving because there will be good times coming. They always do.
N'est pas?
Date: 2008-02-12 03:40 pm (UTC)It's amazing the see such clear and present evidence that I am totally fucked up. What I mean by that is there are literally years where I made $0 and years I made $50K, with only a year gap between. This year I made the most money ever (Thanks Drugs!!) and the stress has pushed me to my limits. But the ideations are mostly gone. Mostly.
So keep up the good work of just surviving because there will be good times coming. They always do.
Much love, many hugs and a kiss on the forehead.