it sucks...

that my life so heartily fails to suck right now, and i can't manage to enjoy it because my BRANE sucks.

gaugin was right...

tahitian women are very beautiful. the one who just finished cleaning my apartment was incredibly sweet, did a really amazing job, and invited me to come to a family luau and meet her cousin the electrician. she says island men are the best. they don't make a woman work too hard.

when she found out that justjenine is married to a Kiwi, she said "New Zealand men are good too. Very loving. They take good care of you."

the idea of going to a Tahitian-style luau both fascinates and terrifies me. unfamiliar situations, you know, i don't like them. at all. but.... but.... imagine the PORK! god, my mouth is watering just thinking about it.